People

Am I the only person that finds people irritating at times? like I feel as though I don’t need anyone around me? It’s kind of weird because I actualy look at my phone book and I have 92 contacts and I can only call like 3 people my actual friends. I don’t have friends I have associates. It’s not that im anti-social, I love meeting new people and going out, I’m the fucking party lol, it’s just that when you mix too much or get close too people it just seems to, what’s the word, fuck up? What annoys me most are those people that contact me when they find it convenient. And the problem is I find it hard saying ‘NO’ to people, I feel guilty if I do, is that a sign of weakness?